1.30.2011

THE ROCKING-HORSE WINNER by D.H. Lawrence

I've been having some trouble getting back into my novel writing. It's strange just how much of my time is spent actively avoiding my novel. I love my novel. It is going well, but I still avoid it. I hate myself for avoiding writing on it as if I were choosing to starve a child. However, feeding this child takes effort, just as keeping New Year's Resolutions of weight loss and exercise. When I write on my novel, I feel good and refreshed - energized, so why is it that I avoid writing on it.

Wait. The title of this post is "The Rocking-Horse Winner" by D. H. Lawrence, is it not. Yes, it is.

Most of my time as of late has been committed to keeping up with my Literature Students. The school I teach for adopted the 11th Ed. of Literature: An Introduction to Fiction, Poetry, Drama, and Writing edited by X. J. Kennedy and Dana Gioia. I was happy teaching out of the 10th Ed. Having to convert to the 11th Ed., I had to let go of several stories and poems that were in the 10th and not included in the 11th Ed. - a good lesson in popularity I suppose. The new edition of Literature has pushed me to seek out new loves with in its pages, and one such new love is "The Rocking-Horse Winner" by D. H. Lawrence.

"The Rocking-Horse Winner" by D. H. Lawrence is a cautionary fable worth revisiting in the new-economy. I wonder how many homes are haunted by the whisper, "There must be more money! There must be more money!" (p. 560). I also wonder how many people associate money with luck as does Paul's mother:
"Oh!" said the boy. "Then what is luck, mother?"
"It's what causes you to have money. If you are lucky you have money. That's why it's better to be born lucky than rich. If you're rich, you may lose your money. But if you're lucky, you will always get more money."  (p. 560)
It is easier to blame something outside of one's self than it is to accept blame, especially when it come to personal finances. It is so very easy to blame luck or fate. Not so easy is it to blame one's lifestyle, one's choices.

Paul's mother blames luck for her household's finances. However, Lawrence's narrator shows us that she is extravagant in every measure of the word, and doesn't know how to live within her family's means - to budget. "The mother had a small income, and the father had a small income, but not nearly enough for the social position which they had to keep up" (p. 559). Social Position - how much is done to keep up good standing among social peers. The mother's need keep her social position is the infection that causes the house to whisper feverishly, "There must be more money!"

The house's fever dream soon infects Paul, the house's oldest child. Paul one afternoon told his mother that God had told him that he was lucky (p. 561). Which in context of their previous discussion of luck, surely meant that God had told Paul that he would have money. However, Paul made use of a special rocking-horse, one with no name (p. 567). Paul would ride this rocking-horse and command, "Now, take me to where there is luck! Now take me!" (p. 561). Surprisingly, - enter magical realism - the horse would reveal its name; the name - different each ride - was the name of the winning horse at the local Derby (horse race). However, no matter how lucky Paul's rides were, the house's fever dreams only worsened: "The voices in the house suddenly went mad, like a chorus of frogs on a spring evening" (p. 566).

The infection - "There must be more money!" - soon (and I give away the ending here) takes it tole on Paul. Paul dies riding the rocking-horse, trying to find the next winner to continue his luck to quell the fevered voices (p. 569).

I love the "The Rocking-Horse Winner" fable. It is one that I need to keep close. To attempt to live beyond one's means is risk health and sanity. It also seems that no amount of luck or money can keep the voices at bay. If there is more money, I'll find a way to increase my lifestyle - not healthy behavior. It is better to save and stay ahead, pay as I go rather than fall short - a lesson I learned from very frugal Nebraska parents. So why is it that I feel so bad - like a failure - that for the first time in five or six years that I've had to carry a balance on a credit card. I know that I'll have it paid off by the end of February or March. Expenses just got away from me in December. And I know that my expenses have nothing to do with luck or fate but discipline. Still, it is too easy to blame them, but very unproductive.

Anyway, I also just watched a the movie based on the story. It was on Net Flicks. One of my students told me about the film, which he'd seen when he was a boy. The story is better, but the movie was very good and true the to story. Perhaps, I'll add the movie to my collection for future classes.

Okay. Now back to the novel writing!

Work Cited

Lawrence, D. H. "The Rocking-Horse Winner." Literature: An Introduction to Fiction, Poetry, Drama, and Writing. Ed. X. J. Kennedy and Dana Gioia. 11th ed. New York: Longman, 2010. Print. 559 - 569

The Rocking-Horse Winner. Dir. Anthony PelissierTwo Cities Films, 1949

1.26.2011

Now @BigBrainComics & May Day Bookstore: @Cifiscape vol. I, The Twin Cities


Are you looking to get your hands on one of my stories? Do you live in the Twin Cities Metro area? You do! Then you're in luck. You can now find copies of The Twin Cities: Cifiscape Vol. I at either Big Brain Comics or May Day Bookstore.

If you're not sure that you want a copy, check out my reviews of the stories in the collection. Sorry, I didn't review the story that I have in the collection. I felt that would be kind of weird. But let me tell you, the collection is amazing (my story included!). 


If you like my story in The Twin Cities: Cifiscape Vol. I, you might also like my upcoming collection The Many Lives of Inez Wick. To keep up to date on my short story collection's progress, you should "like" the Facebook page.  

1.24.2011

I've been mentioned by Publishers Weekly!

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Publishers Weekly has added a review to the Amazon listing for The Last Man Anthology, which lists my story as one of the "standouts."

"There are some standouts, like Aaron M. Wilson's "The Paperless Doctrine of 2152," Murray Leder's "Under Erasure," and Liz R.F. Coley's "Origins," [...] "

This is my first mention, ever, by Publishers Weekly, and I'm ecstatic. I just wish that the overall review of the anthology would have been better. So many hard working authors put a great deal of love into these stories. Not to mention the effort of Hunter Ligoure to collect, edit, and promote the book.



1.17.2011

Proof Ordered! "The Many Lives of Inez Wick"


I'm one step closer to seeing a physical copy of The Many Lives of Inez Wick. Yesterday, I ordered a proof copy, so I can inspect the book design, layout of the stories, page numbers, and edit the text one last time. 

Here is the text from the back of the book:


Advance Praise:
"As our world continues its slow crumble, Wilson soldiers on, writing with a clear eye and strong voice. The Many Lives of Inez Wick entertains and, more importantly, gives cause for reflection."
- David Oppegaard, author of "The Suicide Collectors" &  "Wormwood, Nevada"

"Wilson, with his easy to read prose, writes the kinds of dark short stories that get you caught up in the characters lives, and investing in outcomes. His stories are about now, about current topics crowding the headlines, and he's not afraid to investigate the issues of the day, darkness and all!"
- Alexandra Wolfe, editor, writer, creator of The Hive Mind

   The red LCD display quickly counts down. There is no time to waste. The polluting, resource-degrading plant is set to explode. Eco-heroine Inez Wick has only minutes to escape.
   As she traverses the dark recesses of the dirty plant, she flashes back to a younger self, sixteen. Her father had just died in an oil rig explosion in the Gulf of Mexico, and she had just broken up with her boyfriend. She remembers oily ocean water and flames, her footprints in the sand filling with black water. Flames were chasing her. They were jumping from one oily footprint to the next, up the beach after her. Snapping back to the present, she must get out of the plant. The exploits of Inez Wick could not end, just now. Too many others needed to pay.

I can't wait to hold a copy in my hands. I still see the on-sale date as mid February. Until then, make sure that you have "liked" the Facebook page. I plan on giving a away a few copies.

1.15.2011

2031: THE SINGULARITY POGROM by Dan Ronco

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2031: The Singularity Pogrom
2031: The Singularity Pogrom by Dan Ronco is the third book in a series that follows Unholy Domain (read my review here) and concludes an epic battle over the future of human evolution that began in the book PeaceMaker. Ronco's novels explore a dystopian future where one woman's vision has a strangle hold on the advancement of both human and artificial intelligence. Dianne Morgan will not stop until she insures that humanity takes that next step, becoming something beyond human and yet not wholly machine.


If you are not familiar with the story thus far, Ray Brown and his children have been gifted with the special ability to directly communicate with programs possessing artificial intelligence bypassing such mundane interfaces such as keyboards, touch-screens, and voice. The most talented of Brown's children is David who can program at the speed of thought. 2031: The Singularity Pogrom beings where Unholy Domain ended. Ray Brown is still imprisoned on an island by Dianne Morgan. David Brown is happily married even though he has been captured and put to work by Dianne Morgan. And Dianne Morgan is busy running The Domain - her technologically supported utopia - while simultaneously secretly looking for a way to engineer the next stage in human evolution.

Of all Ronco's characters in 2031: The Singularity Pogrom, I wish more time would have been alloted to Brian Brown, one of Ray's sons, and Larissa Morgan, the daughter of Dianne Morgan. Brian and Larissa meet by design, one of Dianne's schemes to marry a specific set of genes. Brian is a university professor teaching an ethics course and Larissa enrolls, coxed by her mother to take a college class outside of The Domain's schools to see how the other half lives. What I love about this subplot is that it gives readers a glimpse into the lives outside The Domain and uses Larissa as an outsider, so readers can more clearly see the division between those who live in The Domain and those who have chosen to live without robots and genetic determination. The sections of debate over genetic selection and determination left me wanting for more.

However good the subplot, the romance between Brian and Larissa was, most of the story is consumed by Ray Brown's rebellion against The Domain's forces in Africa. At the beginning of the book, Ray Brown is rescued by an African leader who's hell bent on using Ray Brown as a rallying point to unite Africa against The Domain. The Africans were fighting a losing battle, and Ray Brown's presence serves only to infuriate The Domain, which begins to cleanse Africa of Africans in an ugly pogrom.

Will Ray Brown be able to unite Africa in time to defeat The Domain? Will David Brown's marriage survive, and will he finally fulfill his destiny and merge with Sentinel, the artificial intelligence that run all of the internet? Will Dianne Morgan survive to see her efforts to evolve humanity come to fruition? All of these questions will be answered in Ronco's 2031: The Singularity Pogrom.

One more thing, despite 2031: The Singularity Pogrom being full of action and battle scenes that'll please anyone who loves a hard hitting gun battle, Ronco's story is first a story of characters. Ronco's charters are as detailed as they are flawed. In novel about attempting to evolve and perfect both human and artificial intelligence, the characters are plagued with their own humanity. It is ultimately human compassion that triumphs and leaves a warming to heeded: "...establish a society with a mission to perfect human intelligence. Instead of relying on AI, you must greatly enhance the abilities of the human mind." A good waning for any culture - put Education and People before machines.                

Truly, a great read. Buy it here: 2031: The Singularity Pogrom.

Ronco, Dan. 2031: The Singularity Pogrom. All Things That Matter Press, 2010. Print.




Note: The Soulless Machine Review is closed to Reviews. Having read Unholy Domain, I couldn't pass up the chance to get my hands on the concluding title. However, I'm not looking to get back into the solicited review game.

1.11.2011

Alexandra Wolfe's @thewrywriter Advance Praise for "The Many Lives of Inez Wick"


Just in, more advance praise for The Many Lives of Inez Wick from Alexandra Wolfe, author, blogger, editor, and manager of The Hive Mind.
"Aaron M. Wilson, with his easy to read prose, writes the kinds of dark short stories that get you caught up in the characters lives, and investing in outcomes. His stories are about now, about current topics crowding the headlines, and he's not afraid to investigate the issues of the day, darkness and all!"
And don't forget to "like" the Facebook page for more updates, contests, and give-a-ways.

1.09.2011

New York Times: 2010 and the Environment

Green: 2010: An Untameable Spill, an Unpassable Bill
By By FELICITY BARRINGER
Published: December 31, 2010 - NY Times: Green
It was a year full of big environmental news, from the BP oil spill to the failed climate bill.

1.08.2011

I'm in "Eclectic Flash: The Best of 2010"


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My story "Recession Love" was chosen to appear in Eclectic Flash: The Best of 2010 a long with 74 other stories and poems that were published in Eclectic Flash's quarterly throughout 2010. This is a big win for me, the first time a story I wrote has been chosen for a "best of" collection.

Help me celebrate by either getting the word out or buying a copy! You can also listen to a recording of "Recession Love" by going here: Eclectic Flash-Voices-Aaron-M-Wilson.

1.01.2011

Speaking of 2011 - Eclectic Flash: Best of 2010

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Soon after publishing a New Years post, I got an email that Eclectic Flash: Best of 2010 is now available, in which my story "Recession Love" can be found. If you act now, you can get it cheap by using the "WINTER305" at checkout, which only lasts for a few more days.

Hello, 2011! I like you already!

Good Morning 2011

Dear 2010,

Thank you. You were brilliant to me, possibly one of the best years I've had the pleasure of knowing. It pains me that you are gone already.

- My Writing / Publishing

I don't believe that I've ever been so productive as I was in 2010. I wrote more than 100,000 words, placed more than 35,000 of those, and completed a manuscript that I hope to make available in the next few months. If you would like to see some what I've published, I've collected the links to where the stories have taken up a home here: Publications.

The biggest surprise was being asked to represent The Last Man Anthology on Sci-Fi Satureday Night. The interview was lively and fun, and I got to read a bit of my story, "The Paperless Doctrine of 2152," live on the show.

Against all odds, including the distancing culture of the internet and my own reluctance to socialize, I created a writers group that meets in person, roughly once a month. We discuss our writing. However, more importantly, we make time to cheer lead for each other, encourage the act of submission, and copy edit each other's work.

Lastly, I think that I've finally found a novel idea that I will write through to the end. I stated it last week, and the plot and characters excite me like no other has.

- My Work

I've been lucky. I adjunct for a local career focused college, teaching English, Literature, and Environmental Science. I love my job, and I'm excited for the new term to begin on Monday. With the experience that I've gained through teaching for them, I've been added to the Adjunct pool for a major university. I'm in the pool. It might sound like a small accomplishment, but I'm excited - really excited. It is the first step to being able to teach at a university. Now, I just need to land a face-to-face interview and class.

- My Family

We've been through it. Jessica stated 2010 with knee surgery in the last weeks of 2009, so that for the first six months, she was either on crutches or going to physiotherapy. Let me tell you, crutches make Minnesota winters a nightmare. However, we survived. We became closer. We took short mini-vacations, including one to visit friends in Wisconsin to pick apples, and we went to Las Vegas (this time for pleasure - not for work or with parents). See Jessica's post:  Shows, Buff-ays, and Surk Dee So-lays!

The most exciting news from 2010 is Jessica's publication of her poetry manuscript, Blameless Mouth. If you want the latest news about the book, including a yet to be scheduled reading and signing, join the Facebook page here: Facebook - Blameless Mouth.

My two cats are well. Said has calmed down, but he is still very much the Black Tuxedo version of Simon's Cat, meaning he is a terror to both us and Weeteziebat, but he has finally started to enjoy being pet and loved. Weeteziebat, on the other hand has become a senior cat - age twelve. We just took her into the doctor to get her teeth cleaned. She needed it. The hope is that with clean teeth, her liver will recover and she will live many more healthy years.

- Book Reviewing

2010 saw the true end of regular The Soulless Machine Review that started in late 2009. I really wanted 2010 to be a year where I focused my own writing, and I had good successes. However, I still had a reviewers impulse and I wrote about a few choice books. Here are the highlights:
And lastly, all the stories in Cifiscape Vol. 1: The Twin Cities, except my own (I still hope to see a review of the story that I have in the anthology), but here are links to the amazing stories published along with my own:


And yet, I can't seem to shake the need to occasionally review, so you should except a couple reviews from my in the coming year, including 2031: The Singularity Pogrom by Dan Ronco.

All-in-all, 2010, you've been good to me. If I've forgotten something that you've given to me, please forgive me - you gave so very much. I can only hope that 2011 will as good to me as you were.

Goodbye and farewell,

Aaron M. Wilson